why does the world gotta be so evil and mean....
cant we all jsut get a long!!!! im tired of the cussing. im tired of the pain. im tired of the sorrow. but most of all im tired of me! i always feel so freakin empty! i dont know what i want anymore....
i see kimmy...and i want her so bad. but she does not want me. i see sena and she wants me but i dont want her.....i tried to want and like sena...but i only think about you.....i hate this. why cant i move on?
can i just not deal with girls anymore? can i just love God and only love God??? can i just stop sinning? can i just stop watching things taht i shouldnt watch? can i be nicer to people? cant i be a hard worker? cant i be smarter? cant i be stronger? im tired of being me!
nothing about me is good! kimmy doesnt want me so i dont want me either! i only want what she wants.
i will be anything she wants me to be.....in the end it doesnt matter. because at the end of the day....my arms remain empty. my heart is left empty. no girl can take your place.........................but i wish some girl did. because i know youre not gonna come back. i just wish you would. i just want someone to hold. i just want to hold you...your love. but most of all Lord, let me never break a heart ever again.
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