went to church and it was july 4th so nobody came. Everyone came late, including me. lol and we had the same amount of food that we always had so there was A LOT of extra. since everyone left early to watch fireworks i ahd to clean up all by myself. and i missed the fireworks. but its okay. If i didnt clean up then no one else would have done it. it got pretty lonely...but caleb kept me company. he didnt really talk...he just laughed a lot. i took him home at around 10:10. and the streets were packed with people. so i couldnt really drive...i eventually made it through.
when i got home...i was super tired. i havent been feeling like myself lately. i think its a combination of being sick and being really sad. idk, i hope it passes soon. lately, life hasnt been very kind to me...but it always gets worse before it gets better.
im such a bad person. and i dont know why im even on this planet. i wish i could just fly away from here. i hope i could be a great person when i grow up. i hope i can help people. i hope i can be happier. i hope that things get beter between me and my good friend kimmy. i hope i can just smile again without feeling bad.
"But now, Lord, what do I look for? My hope is in you."
Psalm 39:7
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