scared

im hanging out with my good friend kimmy today...to tell you the truth. i am scared to death. im not exactly excited but at the same time i am.

i know every second i spend with her...is jsut gonna hurt. but im still gonna treasure every moment with her like i always have. i treasure every moment with every person i meet.

we'll see what happens.

last night i waited for my sister to come home to watch a movie but she said to start with out her cuz she was at a friends house. so i started the movie to watch with my dad...but someone called him and he talked on the phone for like an hour so i fell asleep. so we ended up not watching. my dad is always too busy. but hes a good daddy even though he ignores me a lot. all because you ignore doesnt mean you dont care...well at least i think it is. its an oxymoron when i really think about it.

but anywho. i woke up early today to drive my sister to toyota to get her oil change. gonna go to kimmys house at 2 or 2:30...

this is only part one of my day. i will finish it later in a seperate blog. the second part shall have a bible verse! as promised. haha