SWOLLEN

my eye is swollen....i cant open it.....AHHHH.

besides that. i have made some mistakes taht i would like to confess. i would like to appologize to someone for not controlling myself when i should have. and i would like to appologize to someone for hurting them.

besides all that. i will still be there for that person. when they need me. as of now. im moving on with my life. i need to figure out how justin is gonna move in with us. i have been cleaning the entire day. so far it looks like justin is gonna move in. we just got a new bed for him. so its my job to clean up everything and makes ure hes got room. no one wants to help me though....but yea....I DON WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT. it will make me mad. my family depresses me and makes me mad sometimes. which explains why i cant stop thinkin about a certain someone. i didnt think about her at all for a while....it seems like when i get sad i think about her. so i jsut gotta stay happy and iw ont think about her. easy!

but yea. i need to finish it up.....its taking so long because my room isnt even my room. its my grandmas room...my dads room...rebeccas room....and calebs room.

i have never had my own room in my whole entire life. i cant move anything in that room which is why its so messy....most of it is everyone elses. so they yell at me when i move their stuff.

the more i think about it...i did so many things wrong. im sorry kimmy....if you ever read this i am truly sorry. i have done a lot of wrong to you. i have sinnesd so much...and i dont know how i can live with that. i just know God will forgive me even though i dont deserve it and that he will take care of you.

im gonna move on now...as promised. and you gotta keep your promise that we are still gonna be friends. dont forget about me when i go to college.

"If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness."
1 John 1:9 New International Version