AMazing DAY :D
I had a great day today ;]
I didnt get to go to sadies, unfourtunately, but i had a great day today nonetheless. My sadies date and i talked and it was raining rly hard...and then after we were done talking and hanging out. THe sun shone really brightly. It became such a beautiful day. The weather sorta reflected how i felt all day and at the end of the day...it was beautiful. After that, i went to SAT class and it was acutally rly fun. I cant wait to go next week. I learned a lot! HAHA TODAY WAS A GREEEAAAAT DAAAAyyyy :DDDD
I am very happy.
God has blessed me and you. Praise the LORD! :)
Friday, February 26, 2010
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Feeling good
I feel good today. Idk why, but i felt really relaxed today. Even though we had no late start, i felt very calm. HHAHAHA then i felt even more good after school ;]
BUt yeeep. Today was a good day. Lots of stuff was going on but i felt good still. My whole family was in a good mood today, so im glad. I tried to spread the happiness as i worked and walked around my house. I was so hyper when i got to work and home. HAHA i was acting really weird. Praise the LORD! HAHA im so happy! But i did strange things. My bro and i had a muscle contest and we both took off our shirts! HAHA we like making fun of each other's bodies...LOLOLOL it was a lot of fun. Then i gave him a singing lesson and we sang together! HAHA soo fun. but today was very exciting.
"4 Rejoice in the Lord alway: and again I say, Rejoice " -Phillipians 4:4
BUt yeeep. Today was a good day. Lots of stuff was going on but i felt good still. My whole family was in a good mood today, so im glad. I tried to spread the happiness as i worked and walked around my house. I was so hyper when i got to work and home. HAHA i was acting really weird. Praise the LORD! HAHA im so happy! But i did strange things. My bro and i had a muscle contest and we both took off our shirts! HAHA we like making fun of each other's bodies...LOLOLOL it was a lot of fun. Then i gave him a singing lesson and we sang together! HAHA soo fun. but today was very exciting.
"4 Rejoice in the Lord alway: and again I say, Rejoice " -Phillipians 4:4
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Down
Today...I dont feel so good. HAHA i think it might have been the yogurt i ate today in chinese class. But i think its also the combination of rain and the fact that im starving. I have not eaten in SOOooo loong. So right after this..im gonna make me some chow. My day was pretty good today, it was lots of fun to start skool again. I dont know why, but i enjoy work and school so much. Its very relaxing for me. I dont know wahts wrong with me!! I love learning, i just dont really like doing homework. BUt it helps me learn so i will start that too....after i eat. haha
But today was fun. A lot of people were making fun of me though....cuz of my neck. My bro says it looks like i got mauled by a bear. LOL its something close to that but more like i got mauled by a tiny little teddy bear ;]
But i didnt wanna go to schoool today cuz of it....i was really worried people would make fun of me, but it wasnt that big of a deal. But now i am more worried if my family sees it...they worry about me a lot.
I just especially hope my brother issac doesnt see me today....cuz if he sees it he will prbly yell at me. And if my sis sees it...idk even wanna know. HAHA but i hope for the better. Today i was down. But it makes all for the more reason to get back up again. I fell down the other day...and i cut my toes so now it hurts when i walk, and i was bleeding! But today was so cold that my feet were freezing so i didnt feel the pain. But it came back. I took a shower and feel all better now though. BUt even though i fell down, i knew i fell down for a reason And it was so i could stand up again, not stay down. So i am gonna be happy no matter what! :D
fall down seven times, stand up eight!
"34Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own."- Matthew 6:34
But today was fun. A lot of people were making fun of me though....cuz of my neck. My bro says it looks like i got mauled by a bear. LOL its something close to that but more like i got mauled by a tiny little teddy bear ;]
But i didnt wanna go to schoool today cuz of it....i was really worried people would make fun of me, but it wasnt that big of a deal. But now i am more worried if my family sees it...they worry about me a lot.
I just especially hope my brother issac doesnt see me today....cuz if he sees it he will prbly yell at me. And if my sis sees it...idk even wanna know. HAHA but i hope for the better. Today i was down. But it makes all for the more reason to get back up again. I fell down the other day...and i cut my toes so now it hurts when i walk, and i was bleeding! But today was so cold that my feet were freezing so i didnt feel the pain. But it came back. I took a shower and feel all better now though. BUt even though i fell down, i knew i fell down for a reason And it was so i could stand up again, not stay down. So i am gonna be happy no matter what! :D
fall down seven times, stand up eight!
"34Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own."- Matthew 6:34
Saturday, February 20, 2010
It happens
Have you ever had something so amazing happen to you you never thought taht it could happen. Well it happened. This whole week its been happening ;]
ANd now the week is coming to an end! but the end is just the beginning! GOd is SO GOOD TO ME! I WANNA TELL THE WORLD! GOD IS GOOD!!!
TOday! I went to my FIRST SAT class thing! and it was SOOOooo long! we took a test for 4 hours...NON STOP! and my stomach was rumbling soooo loud and everyone was looking at me! So embarrassing! HAHA but then when class was over i went to my car and right when i got to my car a red car rams into the car right next to mine. ANd MY JAW WAS ON THE FLOOR!! I was LIKE!!! WHAT TEH!!!??? He wasnt even going that fast and he clearly saw the car in front of him but he decides to accelerate into a PARKED CAR! the pople were still in the car too! they came ou screaming and they were yelling at him and me! THey said pleaes be our witness! you saw everything! so i gave them my phone number and my name and now i have to give them allaby and witness for them. I was just trying to get home! Now im involved with a car accident...And heres the thing.The guy in the car couldnt even walk! He got out of the car with crutches! AND THEY WERE YELLING AT HIM!HE COULDNT EVEN WALK! YEEEAAAaaaa.... he shouldnt be driving with two broken feeett...and yeaaa he hit your car!! BUT DONT YELL AT HIM! HES AN OLD SICK MAN!!!HE CAN BARELY WALK AND HE DIDNT DO IT ON PURPOSE!!! I SHOULD HAVE STAYED AND HELPED THE MAN!! NOW I FEEL BAD! I wanna go back in time and help him.... whats wrong with you ppl!!!???? whats wrong with me!!!??!!!!! I should have stayed and helped the old sick man. I didnt feel bad for the car or the people who got hit! I felt bad for the man! I hope God blesses him and takes care of him. I will pray for you old man! and God will take care of you! But thats what happened. pretty crazy huh? you never think that you would ever get involved with a car accident with a man driving with broken feet during your SAT class in the parking lot but hey....it happens.
"Return to thine own house, and shew how great things God hath done unto thee. And he went his way, and published throughout the whole city how great things Jesus had done unto him."
- Luke8:39
"35 And when the men of that place had knowledge of him, they sent out into all that country round about, and brought unto him all that were diseased;
36 And besought him that they might only touch the hem of his garment: and as many as touched were made perfectly whole."
-Matthew 14:35-36
ANd now the week is coming to an end! but the end is just the beginning! GOd is SO GOOD TO ME! I WANNA TELL THE WORLD! GOD IS GOOD!!!
TOday! I went to my FIRST SAT class thing! and it was SOOOooo long! we took a test for 4 hours...NON STOP! and my stomach was rumbling soooo loud and everyone was looking at me! So embarrassing! HAHA but then when class was over i went to my car and right when i got to my car a red car rams into the car right next to mine. ANd MY JAW WAS ON THE FLOOR!! I was LIKE!!! WHAT TEH!!!??? He wasnt even going that fast and he clearly saw the car in front of him but he decides to accelerate into a PARKED CAR! the pople were still in the car too! they came ou screaming and they were yelling at him and me! THey said pleaes be our witness! you saw everything! so i gave them my phone number and my name and now i have to give them allaby and witness for them. I was just trying to get home! Now im involved with a car accident...And heres the thing.The guy in the car couldnt even walk! He got out of the car with crutches! AND THEY WERE YELLING AT HIM!HE COULDNT EVEN WALK! YEEEAAAaaaa.... he shouldnt be driving with two broken feeett...and yeaaa he hit your car!! BUT DONT YELL AT HIM! HES AN OLD SICK MAN!!!HE CAN BARELY WALK AND HE DIDNT DO IT ON PURPOSE!!! I SHOULD HAVE STAYED AND HELPED THE MAN!! NOW I FEEL BAD! I wanna go back in time and help him.... whats wrong with you ppl!!!???? whats wrong with me!!!??!!!!! I should have stayed and helped the old sick man. I didnt feel bad for the car or the people who got hit! I felt bad for the man! I hope God blesses him and takes care of him. I will pray for you old man! and God will take care of you! But thats what happened. pretty crazy huh? you never think that you would ever get involved with a car accident with a man driving with broken feet during your SAT class in the parking lot but hey....it happens.
"Return to thine own house, and shew how great things God hath done unto thee. And he went his way, and published throughout the whole city how great things Jesus had done unto him."
- Luke8:39
"35 And when the men of that place had knowledge of him, they sent out into all that country round about, and brought unto him all that were diseased;
36 And besought him that they might only touch the hem of his garment: and as many as touched were made perfectly whole."
-Matthew 14:35-36
tired hands but a happy heart
My hands are all numb from typing so much. I wrote a really long message to someone i really care about but i deleted it! so i typed the whole thing again! and it was long!!!!! but it was all worth it. My hands are tired but my heart feels renewed and happy! ;]
this is prbly my shortest post but my hands cant take no more typing...HAHAAHA :]
this is prbly my shortest post but my hands cant take no more typing...HAHAAHA :]
Friday, February 19, 2010
My mom
My mom is awesome! Today...When i was taking as hower my lil bro she just somehow magically opened the locked bathroom door...AND I WAS TAKING A DUMP! I was like mom! im taking A dump! and she said,"its okay! i need to wash rly quick!." in a super asian accent she said it. And then she jumped into the shower...and the whole time i was like mom!!! what are you doing!??? and then she was like, "SEEeeee so fast! I'm already done!" And i said, "Mom! Me and Caleb both have no clothes on!" and then she just walked away sating off in the distance..."its okay!" in a super asian accent...HAHAHAHA I love you mom. She yelled at me after i got out the shower though. She told me i never pick up my phone! And i dont cuz my phone NEVER has signal at home! and she got mad at me cuz she said my voice mail hurts her ears...so i changed it like an hour ago. HAHA my mom is so funny.
Then when i went to work....I was talking to my mom. And i wanted to buy new running shoes so i wouldnt be fat anymore and so i could exercise...so is said,"mom, i feeel really bad for asking this. Like Really, really, bad...I don't wanna ask you but... Mom can I..." then she cut me off! "you want money?" And then i was like...HOW DID YOU KNOW???? HHAHAHA my mom knows me too well. She didnt give me the money. I'm gald she didnt, she should use it to buy food for the famliy or something. But yea...she has gone through the some pretty rough stuff.
maybe i will right a blog for each one of my family members! haha but that will take a while.
My mom is really funny. she laughs at my nose everytime i see her. She says, "Aiyo! your nose is so big! Just like my dad!" Ever since she started making fun of my nose ppl at school began making fun of it too! Do i rly have that big of a nose???HAHA
Then when i went to work....I was talking to my mom. And i wanted to buy new running shoes so i wouldnt be fat anymore and so i could exercise...so is said,"mom, i feeel really bad for asking this. Like Really, really, bad...I don't wanna ask you but... Mom can I..." then she cut me off! "you want money?" And then i was like...HOW DID YOU KNOW???? HHAHAHA my mom knows me too well. She didnt give me the money. I'm gald she didnt, she should use it to buy food for the famliy or something. But yea...she has gone through the some pretty rough stuff.
maybe i will right a blog for each one of my family members! haha but that will take a while.
My mom is really funny. she laughs at my nose everytime i see her. She says, "Aiyo! your nose is so big! Just like my dad!" Ever since she started making fun of my nose ppl at school began making fun of it too! Do i rly have that big of a nose???HAHA
everyday is a good day! even when you're fat!
I woke today at 5:00AM and looked at the sky out my window in a really awkward position and kept staring out the window untill 7:00Am. The sky was really pretty! It reminded me of someone ;]
But AFTER my neck began to hurt so bad from staring so long in an awkward position so i couldnt turn my head or else my head would start to hurt! I then took a shower my lil bro! he was so cute when he woke up today...HAHAHA his face is so funny when he wakes up. I like to make fun of him but i do it out of loooove!LOLOL I love CAleb! He needed a shower bad though cuz he made a dookie in his pants and my bed smelled bad cuz he's my bed buddy....but im used to it! haha i took him a shower and he smelled good after. Then i woke up my older sister and we went to Toyota to go get my car an oil change. I waited there for about two hours and texted someone...hehe. Then after! I went to eat with my family at A&J in Cupertino Village.They make really good beef noodle soup. After we were done eating we listened to my dad talk for a few hours about the bible and it was really interesting! haha Then he told some really bad jokes....thats when it stopped getting interesting cuz he was laughing really hard...and all the ppl at the resturaunt were starting at us. HAHA my dad is funny!
After that i went to work and it was funn! I like helping patients and my mommy and daddy. Its the least i could do for them! After all they did raise me. I wanna be a good and obedient son just like Jesus. At work i went to go dump the garbage and on the way i saw my singing teacher! I HAVENT SEEN HER IN FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The first thing she said to me was, "Hi! you look fatter." I was so shocked!!! :O
When i went back to work,....i was so sad! I'm fat!? HAHA i only gained 5 pounds since i last saw her! HAHA i think im gonna go running tomorrow...but i need new running shoes first. I got off work at about 6:30 and when i left my sister Esther was rly mad at me...i think. And i felt bad.....So i wanted to by her coffeeee but she said no cuz she already had some. I feel bad...I'm sorry esther!!!
I'm at home now! I had a good day today! everyday is a good day though! Cuz God made it!
"24This is the day the LORD hath made, I will rejoice and be glad in it."
-Psalms 118:24
Thank you Jesus! Please let my sister forgive me! :(
But AFTER my neck began to hurt so bad from staring so long in an awkward position so i couldnt turn my head or else my head would start to hurt! I then took a shower my lil bro! he was so cute when he woke up today...HAHAHA his face is so funny when he wakes up. I like to make fun of him but i do it out of loooove!LOLOL I love CAleb! He needed a shower bad though cuz he made a dookie in his pants and my bed smelled bad cuz he's my bed buddy....but im used to it! haha i took him a shower and he smelled good after. Then i woke up my older sister and we went to Toyota to go get my car an oil change. I waited there for about two hours and texted someone...hehe. Then after! I went to eat with my family at A&J in Cupertino Village.They make really good beef noodle soup. After we were done eating we listened to my dad talk for a few hours about the bible and it was really interesting! haha Then he told some really bad jokes....thats when it stopped getting interesting cuz he was laughing really hard...and all the ppl at the resturaunt were starting at us. HAHA my dad is funny!
After that i went to work and it was funn! I like helping patients and my mommy and daddy. Its the least i could do for them! After all they did raise me. I wanna be a good and obedient son just like Jesus. At work i went to go dump the garbage and on the way i saw my singing teacher! I HAVENT SEEN HER IN FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The first thing she said to me was, "Hi! you look fatter." I was so shocked!!! :O
When i went back to work,....i was so sad! I'm fat!? HAHA i only gained 5 pounds since i last saw her! HAHA i think im gonna go running tomorrow...but i need new running shoes first. I got off work at about 6:30 and when i left my sister Esther was rly mad at me...i think. And i felt bad.....So i wanted to by her coffeeee but she said no cuz she already had some. I feel bad...I'm sorry esther!!!
I'm at home now! I had a good day today! everyday is a good day though! Cuz God made it!
"24This is the day the LORD hath made, I will rejoice and be glad in it."
-Psalms 118:24
Thank you Jesus! Please let my sister forgive me! :(
Thursday, February 18, 2010
GOOD DAY
I had a great day today....hmmm...Im still thinking about it. I went to the park and stuff...and yea. I cant describe it! too much was going on. hahaha im so happy! God is good, nuff said. :D
i gotta do my hmwk!!!
i gotta do my hmwk!!!
Revelations
So theres this girl....I really like her. I REALLY like her. haha I thank God for making her and I pray she will be blessed the rest of her life! She is an on fire christian and she said the most intersting book in the bible is Revelation. So this is for her! .Revelation is kind of scary though but i did my best to find the least scary verse but still powerful! :D
13 I am the Alpha and Omega, the fist and the last. 14 Blessed are they who do his commandments, that they may have the right to the tree of life, and may enter in through the gates of heaven.
Remember to put God first! I hope you think more about him than anything or anyone else! Make sure he's the first thing you think of when you wake up and the last thing you think of before you sleep. he is the first and the last!
13 I am the Alpha and Omega, the fist and the last. 14 Blessed are they who do his commandments, that they may have the right to the tree of life, and may enter in through the gates of heaven.
Remember to put God first! I hope you think more about him than anything or anyone else! Make sure he's the first thing you think of when you wake up and the last thing you think of before you sleep. he is the first and the last!
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
crazy day
I had a crazy day today. I was really sad today but now i'm all better. I walked a lot and my feet hurt but itll all be okay in the morning. I don't like being sad! I like being happy! so I'm gonna be happy! thanks for cheering me up kimmy! haha I did so many strange things today....but i walked soo much that im too tired to type it all out. hahaha be happy mr. blog! If i'm happy i hope everyone else is happy. and i'm only happy when everyone else is happy, so to all who read this....be happy! :D
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
My fisrst blog
Hey Mr. Blog. Nice to meet you. Uhhmm, idk what to type. But i guess this is a good start. haha
Well, i heard that blogs are just like journals so i will treat you Mr.Blog like my journal.
Well here it goes...Today I was pretty busy. I woke up and went on aim and fb to see if anyone is on. No one was on though so i decided to watch TV but i couldn't. I was too busy thinking about a girl. Not just any ordinary girl though. She's a special girl and thinking about her made me wanna be productive and be helpful. I ended up taking a shower my lil bro cuz he smelled really bad and he forgot to wipe his butt the previous night after going to the restroom. But its all good. He is squeaky clean now. I have never done this before....it feels awkward but cool at the same time. While I'm writing i keep thinking if anyone is gonna read this. Are you reading this right now? If you are than you should stop!
Well I guess you kept reading cuz then you wouldnt be reading this. But you are! So then keep reading. But if you keep reading i already consider you a stalker so its not too late to stop! haha well after i took a shower my lil bro i went on fb to talk to my friends. they came over at like one today and we worked on some stuff for skool. We got some stuff done but it wasn't as productive as i hoped it to be. How much am i supposed to write? I will keep writing i guess...im gonna speak my heart not my mind.
I hope I can be a great person one day. I feel so evil sometimes and i dont think its a good thing. The other day i didnt do the laundry and i wanted to beat myself up! pretty evil huh? I know, i should be arrested. But i'm still here, at the computer, so i guess the police didnt catch me yet. It sucks though, cuz no matter how hard i try i feel so unaccomplished at the end of the day! The only time i feel satisfied is on sundays. God is so good to me....I have never been good to him. Not for even one second. I don't deserve his love....but he continues to love me. I pray sometimes that he will stop loving me so that way i would not feel the guilt of not loving him in return. But he still loves me....and he always will. And it hurts. It hurts to love. I can love him all my life but i can never love him as much as he loves me. Thats why i feel i am indebted to him. I will do anything for him....even give up the girl of my dreams for him. I would give up my family, wealth, and fame. I don't care where i am, i onle care where i will be. And thats with God. If that dream ever comes true then my life will be complete. I dont care about the splendors in heaven....the real prize is Jesus Christ. I cant describe how i feel on this blog. Its stupid to think that a computer can compute my feelings. That will never happen....not even in a million years. EVerytime I turn back from God he remains right in front of me...as if i never turned around. How does he do it? how can he be everywhere and nowhere at the same time?
I know one thing...and its this. Knowledge can only go so far and its only through the intentions of the heart that you can go far in life. I love God and this girl I met has reminded me again what it feels like to feel loved and cared for. I recieve it from my family everyday but there is such a great love from God that you need more than family to full understand the comlexity of it. Love is just to simply sacrifice. but there is so much more to it. If i try to describe it i'm afraid it would take me more than one lifetime to complete. I promised to myself that the only thing i would never love, is myself. I never wanna be a selfish man. I wanna be a great person. That can only be achieved through Jesus. I need to make my relationship with him better. I hope that as time goes by i can full realize and gain wisdom on the aspect of love. All i know now is that i met a girl. I have known her for a while now, but i feel like i just met her. She blows me away everyday as if it was the first time we met. She gave me a song today on AIM and i'm still listening to it. Its on repeat in my itunes, its replayed 32 times already. haha im obsessed with this girl and i want it to stop but at the same time i dont. I guess thats the part that really got to me. The fact that how much i like this girl is similar to the way God feels about me. I never realized it in this way but just how I cant do anything through out the day without thinking about this girl, God wont go even one second without thinking about me. God will try to not think about me but he cares about me too much. I can't get this girl out of my mind....God can't get me out of his mind and i cant get my mind away from him. The funny thing is....I think about this girl just as much as i think about God. Whenever i think about her i think about God. And Vice versa. She makes everything seem so united and full and complete. DOODE. its way too hard to describe this girl, theres just so much. i will save it for next time i guess.
Well, i guess i should probably finish this up. It got kinda long...but i hope its okay. Sorry Mr. Blog. I didnt mean to bore you. But I hope you think i'm at least an okay person. Just lovestruck i guess. i feel so confused but so peaceful at the same time. I guess thats what love is. haha well, I will talk to you later Mr. Blog. Sleep well. you too stalker, hope i didnt make you tired.
Siincerely,
Samuel Young
Well, i heard that blogs are just like journals so i will treat you Mr.Blog like my journal.
Well here it goes...Today I was pretty busy. I woke up and went on aim and fb to see if anyone is on. No one was on though so i decided to watch TV but i couldn't. I was too busy thinking about a girl. Not just any ordinary girl though. She's a special girl and thinking about her made me wanna be productive and be helpful. I ended up taking a shower my lil bro cuz he smelled really bad and he forgot to wipe his butt the previous night after going to the restroom. But its all good. He is squeaky clean now. I have never done this before....it feels awkward but cool at the same time. While I'm writing i keep thinking if anyone is gonna read this. Are you reading this right now? If you are than you should stop!
Well I guess you kept reading cuz then you wouldnt be reading this. But you are! So then keep reading. But if you keep reading i already consider you a stalker so its not too late to stop! haha well after i took a shower my lil bro i went on fb to talk to my friends. they came over at like one today and we worked on some stuff for skool. We got some stuff done but it wasn't as productive as i hoped it to be. How much am i supposed to write? I will keep writing i guess...im gonna speak my heart not my mind.
I hope I can be a great person one day. I feel so evil sometimes and i dont think its a good thing. The other day i didnt do the laundry and i wanted to beat myself up! pretty evil huh? I know, i should be arrested. But i'm still here, at the computer, so i guess the police didnt catch me yet. It sucks though, cuz no matter how hard i try i feel so unaccomplished at the end of the day! The only time i feel satisfied is on sundays. God is so good to me....I have never been good to him. Not for even one second. I don't deserve his love....but he continues to love me. I pray sometimes that he will stop loving me so that way i would not feel the guilt of not loving him in return. But he still loves me....and he always will. And it hurts. It hurts to love. I can love him all my life but i can never love him as much as he loves me. Thats why i feel i am indebted to him. I will do anything for him....even give up the girl of my dreams for him. I would give up my family, wealth, and fame. I don't care where i am, i onle care where i will be. And thats with God. If that dream ever comes true then my life will be complete. I dont care about the splendors in heaven....the real prize is Jesus Christ. I cant describe how i feel on this blog. Its stupid to think that a computer can compute my feelings. That will never happen....not even in a million years. EVerytime I turn back from God he remains right in front of me...as if i never turned around. How does he do it? how can he be everywhere and nowhere at the same time?
I know one thing...and its this. Knowledge can only go so far and its only through the intentions of the heart that you can go far in life. I love God and this girl I met has reminded me again what it feels like to feel loved and cared for. I recieve it from my family everyday but there is such a great love from God that you need more than family to full understand the comlexity of it. Love is just to simply sacrifice. but there is so much more to it. If i try to describe it i'm afraid it would take me more than one lifetime to complete. I promised to myself that the only thing i would never love, is myself. I never wanna be a selfish man. I wanna be a great person. That can only be achieved through Jesus. I need to make my relationship with him better. I hope that as time goes by i can full realize and gain wisdom on the aspect of love. All i know now is that i met a girl. I have known her for a while now, but i feel like i just met her. She blows me away everyday as if it was the first time we met. She gave me a song today on AIM and i'm still listening to it. Its on repeat in my itunes, its replayed 32 times already. haha im obsessed with this girl and i want it to stop but at the same time i dont. I guess thats the part that really got to me. The fact that how much i like this girl is similar to the way God feels about me. I never realized it in this way but just how I cant do anything through out the day without thinking about this girl, God wont go even one second without thinking about me. God will try to not think about me but he cares about me too much. I can't get this girl out of my mind....God can't get me out of his mind and i cant get my mind away from him. The funny thing is....I think about this girl just as much as i think about God. Whenever i think about her i think about God. And Vice versa. She makes everything seem so united and full and complete. DOODE. its way too hard to describe this girl, theres just so much. i will save it for next time i guess.
Well, i guess i should probably finish this up. It got kinda long...but i hope its okay. Sorry Mr. Blog. I didnt mean to bore you. But I hope you think i'm at least an okay person. Just lovestruck i guess. i feel so confused but so peaceful at the same time. I guess thats what love is. haha well, I will talk to you later Mr. Blog. Sleep well. you too stalker, hope i didnt make you tired.
Siincerely,
Samuel Young
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