last christmas she gave me a variety pack of jam wrapped in tinfoil. i remmeber i got a lot of presents but i was excited to open hers the most so i saved it for last. she told me to wait until christmas to open it and i obeyed. you see, at the time idont think she realized i had a crush on her. then i unwrapped the tinfoil. "what the hell is this? JAM???" lol what was i supposed to with that? i spent the rest of christmas trying to figure out what it meant....i later discovered that you gave everyone random gifts. and i admired her for that. she actually gave ALL her friends gifts. haha shes a really sweet person. anyways....even though the jam had no origninal meaning i think i found out today what it represents. i just finished eating a peanut butter and jelly sandwich made from the jam she gave me..it was good. i now realized that i was the jelly and she was the peanut butter. the variety in jam represents my personality. that christmas present that she gave me was the first time she made me feel special. the second she gave me that present she had me forever and she knew i wouldnt let go. now im here...eating this jam...and all i can do is think of her...how sad right?
LOLOL i cant stop thinking about it. youre such a funny person...tinfoil for gift wrapping? these stupid little things that you did are the things i miss the most and remember the most about you. man im tearing up as i type this out. lol man....i miss her. funny thing is....i think sometimes i know what shes feeling. sometimes i just feel it...and i know she misses me sometimes too. its a weird feeling but i can feel it.
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