HOw to train your lil bros and how to train your boyfriend

HEY humans and ailiens! i have come to tell a story and a brief instruction on how to train your lil bros and boyfriend.

Today i watched how to train your dragon!!! it was a pretty good movie! i like it a lot....surprisingly.my sister esther suggested it and tole me to take someone special to watch it! and she like it a lot! so im happy she liked it!
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anyways....on to the manual!

HOW TO TRAIN YOUR LIL BRO:
First i would like to introduce you to my lil brothers! CALEB YOUNG and ISRAEL YOUNg. They are part of me...so if you hate them then you hate me. And if you mess with one of us...then you mess with all of us. I will start with israel! hes the most annoying person on the face of the planet. his short temper and his lazy habits drive me nuts on a day to day basis. but i love him. he makes me happy. he tells the most hilarious jokes and is always cheerung me up. He has numerous facial expressions that crazk me up. Im actually rly jealous of him sometimes. I spend a majority of my time trying to be a good older bro but another huge majority of the time being jelous. HAHAHA being jealous aint good...but i cant help it. Hes better looking, smarter, a better speaker, and more sensitive then me. He has so much good going towrads him. it drives me nuts taht he doesnt realize how lucky he is sometimes and how blessed he is. I hate when he swears but i hate it the mos when he says he hates me...it breaks my heart. the one thing worse then having someone you love not notice you is having someone you love tell you they hate you. They acknowledge your love for them and completely throw it all away with three words...The three words that can bring you joy can be changed instantly when only one word is changed. When he says i hate you to me....i almost want to cry. I changed your diapers, i make you food, i take you to and from school, i help you with your hmwk, we worked together, slept together, sweat together, bled together, and we took care of teh family together. we went through all of that and this is what it comes down to? you hate me??? how dare you....i would never say those words to you....not even in a joking matter. you are my world, you are part of me. I love you israel. I remember all the times when you were a kid and ppl hated you because your name was israel. they called you a jew but you were far from it...those teachers who hated you just because of your name...your a good kid izzy. how to train a little brother named israel? simple...you dont. you let him train you. he grows on his own and ppl flock to him and look up to him. his sensitive heart and good humor brings ppl to their knees in laughter and joy as they rejoice to the LORD. Israel alwasy gives all the praise to God...i learnd that from him. he has taught me so much. he is more of an older brother to men than i am for him. i know you will be successful one day izzy. have faith and be strong.

HOW to train Caleb young:
Caleb is a tough one...haha. i love caleb. when he jumps into the air and fumbles with his shoe laces trying to tie it with his fingerless hand just brings joy to my heart. He is such a happy kid even though he has half a brain, cant speak, and has only one hand. He is more like Toothless in the movie then anything else. caleb will alawys be left out just the way he looks. i remeber all the time ppl would judge caleb just by the way he looked. ppl would glare at him swear at him calling him a retard and a loser....i wont say i hate those ppl but i aske that God will forgive them. He can still be happy through all that!? maan...caleb you are a straight up gangsta. and i gotta admit...when you give me a hug caleb...it feels a billion times better then when my gf hugs me. no offense kimmy! haha but i mean it...to have someone like taht hug you is like being hugged by a rose covered in thorns. but in a good way. the thorns represent all the hardships my family and i went through with him. and when he hugs me those thorns peirce my body my heart and my soul and i melt. and all you can do is smile. you feel his pain when he looks you in the eyes...thats the only way he can speak. its through his eyes...he cant say i love you but he can definitely show you. and he does that when he runs up to you with the biggest grin on his face and his disabled hand flopping in the air as it swings around your waist and wraps around your back to meet his other good hand and squeezes with all his tiny might. when i hold his fingerless hand....its like a piece of heaven is gripping my hand harder. My mom told me that when caleb was born with only one hand...it was because the fingerless hand represented God's hand. you cant see it but its there. It was a reminder to our family that no matter what happens, God's hand will always be upon our family no matter how impossible the situation gets. Caleb has a huge scar across his back. When he was born, the doctors had to cut open his back. as he was born he wouldnt cry. he was silent. and it wasnt cuz he didnt know how to cry....it was cuz he wasnt breathing. The doctors despeartely tried to rececitate him and were forced to resort to pumping his heart by hand to get the oxygen flowing again. with a scapel in hand, the doctors peirced his flesh and slowly glided the scapel across his flesh making a incision revealing his heart. The doctors began to pump his heart by hand and placed inside a pacemaker. he had a sensitive heart. he still does. i love caleb. he trains me everyday. he trains me by testing my patience, haha not on purpose but bcuz he has downsyndrome,his motor skillz are not as efficent as ours. therefore, if i want him to go somewhere i gotta wait a good ten minutes for a response. but it helps me in ways you cant imagine. hes my bed mate! haha hes like a giant teddy bear. when i see him try to pick something up with his fingerless hand it makes me want to cry. why God? why didnt you take my hand? why his hand.....you take his heart, his brain, his hand!? why!? and i have realized....more anything. that we are all caleb. In his heart, exists the mos perfect soul you will ever see. but no one will ever see it, bcuz of the way he looks. caleb is what the average human looks like, just turned inside out. caleb is a beautiful child. if you hate him, you hate me,my family, God, and yourself. Caleb is no better than you and you are no better than him. hes jsut like you, and i only ask you will treat him the same. i dont know how to be a good brother but caleb does. he knows how to be agood person. i ask you treat him good and as you would to someone who has done good to you. i would give my life for him a billion times if i had to. and i would. no doubt about it. how to train caleb young? you cant...hes untrainable. hes too stupid, too ugly, too short, too slow. hes untrainable. hes my brother...hes everything i am. i am untrainable stupid, ugly, too short, too slow. i bear his burdens for him. i carry all his pains and his tears. i will be his shield. he is my trainer. he has trained me to be a shield...not a particulary good one...but enuff. enuff to protect him from the cruel world that labels him as ugly, short, and retarded. i label him and God labels him as great, amazing, pure, beautiful, sensitive, and a leader. Caleb trained me, israel trained me. Caleb has taught me to never judge ppl. no one is perfect and caleb is the very definition of that. you can see it physically and you wont admit it but you are just like him. he will do anything for someone to just listen to him. i always wonder what hes thinking in his head since he cant speak he will do his best to express it through his actions. Its this pureness about him taht makes me want to live. yea, i gotta clean up his mess and take him a shower everyday...but its worth it. who am i to conplain!? why is he a leader? its cuz hes so pure...he will ight the way to those who are lost. he has lit my way and i hope he will light yours too....let caleb train you....if you do, you will be blessed. learn from him. I feel like God put him in my life for a reason...and its to teach me something about him and his love. Let caleb teach you about God jsut as he has taught me...

How to train your boyfriend:
this ones a tough one. and its cuz im still wokring on this one...haha. the best way to put it is....dont train him. you dont gotta do anything. let love do it all. if he really loves you then trust him. he is doing his best to be the best he can be for you. and he loves you for making him a better pesron. loving someone isnt giving that person what they want or making them give them what you want but loving taht person means you will sacrifice what you want for the better of your boyfriend and vice versa. and i love you for that. you train me everyday i am with you....and i thank you for that. keep training me! thats a lot to ask from you but i have so much to learn from you. a boyfriend does need steady does of God in his life so make sure you are feeding him God's word everyday and feed his spirit. make him a man of God. He loves you and he wants you to know that. he appologizes for his previous mistakes and asks for your forgiveness. he wants to be your boyfriend but only if you will let him. and one day when y ou wanna leave him he will help you pack your bags. he loves you enuff to let you go but loves you enuff to never let you go. he may physically let you go but you will NEVER leave hsi heart, soul, or mind. he loves you and if you love him back then thats all the training you need to do. he wishes to be everything you want in a man and more. he knos it seems impossible but hes willing to reach for it. he sees her jsut like the moon. distant but lights the enire dark night sky. he cant reach her and only hopes she will let his rocket land on her. he wants to be her everything but he knows his everything wont be enuff. will she be willing to continue to love him? will she continue to let him love her and will he love her in return? well...we will see. i hope she does. i pray she does. i have yet to discover all she has to offer me...and its a lot. and i cant wait to find it. and i cant wait to find out ;)

This is how God showed his love among us: He sent his one and only Son into the world that we might live through him. This is love: not that we loved God, but that he loved us and sent his Son as an atoning sacrifice for our sins. Dear friends, since God so loved us, we also ought to love one another. – 1 John 4:9-11

Two are better than one,
because they have a good return for their work:
If one falls down,
his friend can help him up.
But pity the man who falls
and has no one to help him up!"
Ecclesiastes 4:9-10 New King James Version