Doode....i didnt even leave yet and im home sick...
Im leaving to new york at 3 AM!!! im gonna miss yalll! i wanted to hang out with someone today but i cant....my mom doesnt like it! im gonna miss her and everything about her.....and im gonna miss missing her. and im gonna miss looking at her and smelling her and laughing with her. im gonna miss her smile and the way she walks the way she talks and the way she looks. i wonder if she will miss me? i hope she doesnt......but i secretly want her to...HAHA but i want her to focus on the stuff she wants to do. i dont wanna be a distraction....AHHHH i cant think about leaving. im gonna miss her. WHY DO I MISS HER SO MUCH!! I DIDNT EVEN LEAVE YET!??!?!?!? nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.........DONT THINK ABOUT ME! DONT MISS ME!!!! you are gonna be so sad....and not happy!!! I feel so weak when ever i look at her... i cant help but miss her and not think about her. it drives me nuts....my will power disappears completely and i feel weak. but i feel even more weak when shes not with me....cuz she gives me strength. God gives me strength. I hope i have the strength to do the right things. i hope i have the strength to keep what i love the most no matter how hard it gets. maybe im not home sick....i think im kimmy sick....i miss her so much....
(Isaiah 40:29) 29 He gives power to the weak. He increases the strength of him who has no might.
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