Yesterday night was a night to remember for me. On a night like that, i wont ever forget. I went to Kimmys church and had an amazing time, and after i got to talk with her heart to heart. It was so emotional! I'm glad i went....I got to spend time with the two people i care about the most. Jesus and Kimmy.
I have been listening to this song a lot. I wanna learn it! its called on a night like this...it brings back good memories. Listen to the song and read along...or sing a long! :D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7yF65Mg349s
"On a night like this, I could fall in love
I could fall in love with you
In this dark so dense, we talk so soft
the way young lovers do
The day's last sight turns to cool night's breeze
And this love hangs thick like these willow leaves
I've hid myself away from this
but your silhouette is a Judas kiss
On a night like this, the moon sits still
And the stars are watching too
The way you move is a lullaby
I could fall in love with you
The day's last sight turns to cool night's breeze
And this love hangs thick like these willow leaves
I've hid myself away from this
but your silhouette is a Judas kiss
On a night like this, I could fall in love
I could fall in love with you"
"10 I am my beloved's, and his desire is toward me "
~Songs of Solomon
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Friday, March 26, 2010
missing you every second that you are not with me
Have you ever missed something so much that you wanna kill yourself until you get it back? well I havent. HAHA why? cuz im already dead! I killed myself a long time ago. I killed that old piece of me who was grumpy and angry and just didnt want anything particular in life. Thanks to this girl that i met...shes opened my eyes to something important, and its God. God really does love me so much and kimmy is helping me with that. God misses me every second I am not with him just how I miss kimmy every second i am not with her. She reminds me to make sure i spend more time with God then i do with her. And thats important. I miss her every second i am not with her and i hope she feels the same. And i hope she sees that God feels the same way about her too! :D
"Song of Solomon 8:7
Many waters cannot quench love; rivers cannot wash it away. If one were to give all the wealth of his house for love, it would be utterly scorned.
John 15:13
Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends."
"Song of Solomon 8:7
Many waters cannot quench love; rivers cannot wash it away. If one were to give all the wealth of his house for love, it would be utterly scorned.
John 15:13
Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends."
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
GOOD DAY
DOODE. I had a great day today. I woke up at 3AM to finish some homework and to go get the roses for a special someone from a friend's house. He brought a duffle bag to carry them but the roses didnt fit!!! Luckily enuff, by the grace of God, a friend asked to borrow my ukelele for a little while so i brought it as well. AND GUESS WHAT!?
THE ROSES FIT PERFECTLY INTO THE CASE!! HAHAHA i was so happy. It went welll!!! Then after that the day was pretty normal. I wasnt nervous at allllll...until 5th period. I was shaking HAHA.
In the end it all went rly well. I hope that she liked it! AFter skool we went to go eat PHO. and on the way i talked to a friend who is stuggling with some stuff...hes a great friend. I wish i could be there for him more often though. After we talked i went to eat with kimmy. And i felt so comfortable eating around her! HAHA it was nice to be able to eat with her and not have to worry about how i ate.
After taht...i got rly upset...and i dont know why! HAHA but im okay now. I guess i was thinking too much. BUT SHE IS SO UNDERSTANDING. I feel like i rly can tell her anything....
We danced in the center of the rally court as a mini junior prom, i hope ppl got the message. No matter how many things and plans go wrong, you gotta remember that God has a greater plan. I made so many different plans....but they didnt work. It turns out God already had a plan in store. So no matter waht happens... dont give up :D
"This is the day the LORD has made; let us rejoice and be glad in it."
~Psalm 118:24
THE ROSES FIT PERFECTLY INTO THE CASE!! HAHAHA i was so happy. It went welll!!! Then after that the day was pretty normal. I wasnt nervous at allllll...until 5th period. I was shaking HAHA.
In the end it all went rly well. I hope that she liked it! AFter skool we went to go eat PHO. and on the way i talked to a friend who is stuggling with some stuff...hes a great friend. I wish i could be there for him more often though. After we talked i went to eat with kimmy. And i felt so comfortable eating around her! HAHA it was nice to be able to eat with her and not have to worry about how i ate.
After taht...i got rly upset...and i dont know why! HAHA but im okay now. I guess i was thinking too much. BUT SHE IS SO UNDERSTANDING. I feel like i rly can tell her anything....
We danced in the center of the rally court as a mini junior prom, i hope ppl got the message. No matter how many things and plans go wrong, you gotta remember that God has a greater plan. I made so many different plans....but they didnt work. It turns out God already had a plan in store. So no matter waht happens... dont give up :D
"This is the day the LORD has made; let us rejoice and be glad in it."
~Psalm 118:24
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
too fast
Yesterday was the greatest day ever. I couldnt keep my eyes off her. The way her eyes were looking into mine made me feel so good. I miss it so much. I spent the ride home driving too fast...She was gone too fast...I miss her already.
Saturday, March 20, 2010
DOODE! I'm feeling good! even though im sick!
Yesterday was a really hot day. I wore shorts for the first time in a long time...and it felt good! School was pretty interesting. I helped my three best friends ask two girls to junior prom in the same week. It was a lot of fun. I sang and beatbox for two of them and beatboxed only for the other.
I recovered a lot from my sickness yesterday! But when i woke up today i felt terrible. I felt like i got sick all over again. I was coughing sooo hard. I was supposed to beatbox at a alumni festival for 600 ppl!!! But im sick...so i told my friend to tell his dad that i cant do it anymore. I cant beatbox without choking and coughing....NOOOOooo.
Yesterday after school i hung out with a friend and took my lil bro home and went to my house to go pick up my SAT books. She seemed to not be bothered by how bad my house was. My house is so old and disgusting. It a combination of a lot of ppl in one house and no one wanting to clean. HAHAHA but thats how my life has been my whole life. I always try to clean...but it just gets messy again. It usually ends up worse then before. I lost a couple friends in middle school cuz my house was so gross. I was hurt and scarred from taht. Now im super conscious about it when ppl visit my house. And when ppl actually dont react and are okay with it...it makes me feel good! HAHA i consider those who dont have a problem with my house as a good friend! Cuz i feel bad taht tehy have to see my house teh way it is. I wanna make my house better for my whole family.
After we went to my house i went to my friends house. And on the way we ate some really spicy chicken!!! it was so spicy....I began crying but i held it back cuz i didnt want my friend to seeeee. It was really spicy. My friends house is small but its nice. Its much cleaner than my house and it has a homey feeling that i really like. I never realized how cool her sister was untill yesterday. SHe tucks in her stuffed hello kitty in every day! HAHAH thats sooo cooool. After that we hung out for a little bit longer. Then i had to go to SAT class but i didnt want to!! i wanted to hang out with my friend and her sister!!!! But i had to go to SAt clas.. at SAT class i learned a lot! it was a lot of fun. I came a little late though. Throughout the whole class i had a rly bad stomach ache though...i think it was from all that spicy chicken and water and milk and honey. I went to teh bathroom three times during the class...After that i rushed home to go to the bathroom again and wanted to go on the computer but my bro was using it. Than my older bro put on a movie for me...then i fell asleep. I cant watch movies at night! i jsut fall asleep. AHHHHHhhh i wanted to go online to talk to someone and get a song that my friend was gonna send me. BUt i fell asleep.... I have been put into some pretty tough circumstances this week but i always end up okay. God is taking care of me, so i dont need to worry.
"I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want.
I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength. (Philip 4.12-13)"
I recovered a lot from my sickness yesterday! But when i woke up today i felt terrible. I felt like i got sick all over again. I was coughing sooo hard. I was supposed to beatbox at a alumni festival for 600 ppl!!! But im sick...so i told my friend to tell his dad that i cant do it anymore. I cant beatbox without choking and coughing....NOOOOooo.
Yesterday after school i hung out with a friend and took my lil bro home and went to my house to go pick up my SAT books. She seemed to not be bothered by how bad my house was. My house is so old and disgusting. It a combination of a lot of ppl in one house and no one wanting to clean. HAHAHA but thats how my life has been my whole life. I always try to clean...but it just gets messy again. It usually ends up worse then before. I lost a couple friends in middle school cuz my house was so gross. I was hurt and scarred from taht. Now im super conscious about it when ppl visit my house. And when ppl actually dont react and are okay with it...it makes me feel good! HAHA i consider those who dont have a problem with my house as a good friend! Cuz i feel bad taht tehy have to see my house teh way it is. I wanna make my house better for my whole family.
After we went to my house i went to my friends house. And on the way we ate some really spicy chicken!!! it was so spicy....I began crying but i held it back cuz i didnt want my friend to seeeee. It was really spicy. My friends house is small but its nice. Its much cleaner than my house and it has a homey feeling that i really like. I never realized how cool her sister was untill yesterday. SHe tucks in her stuffed hello kitty in every day! HAHAH thats sooo cooool. After that we hung out for a little bit longer. Then i had to go to SAT class but i didnt want to!! i wanted to hang out with my friend and her sister!!!! But i had to go to SAt clas.. at SAT class i learned a lot! it was a lot of fun. I came a little late though. Throughout the whole class i had a rly bad stomach ache though...i think it was from all that spicy chicken and water and milk and honey. I went to teh bathroom three times during the class...After that i rushed home to go to the bathroom again and wanted to go on the computer but my bro was using it. Than my older bro put on a movie for me...then i fell asleep. I cant watch movies at night! i jsut fall asleep. AHHHHHhhh i wanted to go online to talk to someone and get a song that my friend was gonna send me. BUt i fell asleep.... I have been put into some pretty tough circumstances this week but i always end up okay. God is taking care of me, so i dont need to worry.
"I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want.
I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength. (Philip 4.12-13)"
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Life is like a sour patch kid
Life is like a sour patch kid....first its sour, then its sweet.
Ever since the end of winter break....life hasnt been too good. BUt then on sunday all of that changed. A stranger visited my church via an old church member's recommendation. This guy was praying for people and healing ppl by the power of God. I grew an inch cuz he prayed for me! HAHA everyone was growing taller as he prayed for us...!!! IT was crazy. It really lifted my spirit and increased my faith. Its true when God said he would always be with us. I love sundays....they make life so sweet. The guy's name was...i forgot...but he prayed for our friend steven whos leg was hurting from surgery and then he took off his crutches and he could walk! it was a miracle! I think God didnt only heal steven...he also healed me. Even though im still sick, my spirit feels stronger and better than ever. God healed my spirit and i feel so much better now. i know by tomorrow im gonna be a lot better, i feel it...and most of all i have faith! haha my faith has been restored and is making life sweet again.
I also have another person in my life who is making life sweet. And when ever life feels sour, she always gives me a little sugar to make me feel better. HAHA she makes life a little bit more bareable but i know my life will never be prefect without God and he truly is the only one that can help me get better spriritually and physically.
"Matthew 10:1-8
And when He had called His twelve disciples to Him, He gave them power over unclean spirits , to cast them out, and to heal all kinds of sickness and all kinds of disease. Now the names of the twelve apostle s are these: first, Simon, who is called Peter, and Andrew his brother; James the son of Zebedee, and John his brother; Philip and Bartholomew; Thomas and Matthew the tax collector; James the son of Alphaeus, and Lebbaeus, whose surname was Thaddaeus; Simon the Cananite, and Judas Iscariot, who also betrayed Him. These twelve Jesus sent out and commanded them, saying: "Do not go into the way of the Gentiles, and do not enter a city of the Samaritans. But go rather to the lost sheep of the house of Israel. And as you go, preach, saying, The kingdom of heaven is at hand.' Heal the sick, cleanse the lepers, raise the dead, cast out demon s. Freely you have received, freely give."
Ever since the end of winter break....life hasnt been too good. BUt then on sunday all of that changed. A stranger visited my church via an old church member's recommendation. This guy was praying for people and healing ppl by the power of God. I grew an inch cuz he prayed for me! HAHA everyone was growing taller as he prayed for us...!!! IT was crazy. It really lifted my spirit and increased my faith. Its true when God said he would always be with us. I love sundays....they make life so sweet. The guy's name was...i forgot...but he prayed for our friend steven whos leg was hurting from surgery and then he took off his crutches and he could walk! it was a miracle! I think God didnt only heal steven...he also healed me. Even though im still sick, my spirit feels stronger and better than ever. God healed my spirit and i feel so much better now. i know by tomorrow im gonna be a lot better, i feel it...and most of all i have faith! haha my faith has been restored and is making life sweet again.
I also have another person in my life who is making life sweet. And when ever life feels sour, she always gives me a little sugar to make me feel better. HAHA she makes life a little bit more bareable but i know my life will never be prefect without God and he truly is the only one that can help me get better spriritually and physically.
"Matthew 10:1-8
And when He had called His twelve disciples to Him, He gave them power over unclean spirits , to cast them out, and to heal all kinds of sickness and all kinds of disease. Now the names of the twelve apostle s are these: first, Simon, who is called Peter, and Andrew his brother; James the son of Zebedee, and John his brother; Philip and Bartholomew; Thomas and Matthew the tax collector; James the son of Alphaeus, and Lebbaeus, whose surname was Thaddaeus; Simon the Cananite, and Judas Iscariot, who also betrayed Him. These twelve Jesus sent out and commanded them, saying: "Do not go into the way of the Gentiles, and do not enter a city of the Samaritans. But go rather to the lost sheep of the house of Israel. And as you go, preach, saying, The kingdom of heaven is at hand.' Heal the sick, cleanse the lepers, raise the dead, cast out demon s. Freely you have received, freely give."
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
God does exist!
I havent wrote a blog in a while but i was taking a shower today and while i was doing it, i had an epiphany! HAHA I was thinking about things i could invent when i grow up and stuff. And i realized God invented me! God is more than just a father, he is an inventor! And a creator! He created all of us!!
If you made something, jsut anything....and you gave that something feelings...wouldnt you want it to love you. For example, if you made a pot in ceramics class, and you put all your heart and mind to it. And you spent hours trying to make it perfect. Then after you were done it said it hated you and then it jumpls off a building and shatters itself. You would be SAD! right? If you made something or created something, you would want it to love you! If you have a child, you would want him or her to love you right? We are God's creations! he wants us to love him!! He loves us sooo much. He's put all his effort to make us perfect! No matter how many times that pot jumps off that building i will always come back to glue it back together. No matter how many times he jumps off, i will always be there for it to fix it. No matter how many cracks and chips it has from being damaged, I will still believe its perfect. Why? Bcause i made it! I put all my effort into it! Im not gonns just throw it away! Its like an old drawing you made when you were a kid and you find it one day. You arent gonna just throw it away! God isnt gonna throw you away!
No matter now many mistakes you make, God will always love you. He doesnt care about those cracks and chips! He MADE YOU! An you are perfectly and wonderfully made. God loves you, and dont forget that.
God is the potter and we are the clay. He has moulded us and made us into a masterpiece! you are a masterpiece!
Just look around! Everything has a creator! Tv's have a creator, Computers have a creator, tables, pencils, cups, pots, houses, cities, and everything! All of it started and all of it was created by SOMEONE! things dont appear magically by itself and by chance! A tree cant just pop out of no where! Neither can a bird, cow, bear,or a man or any living thing! God commanded and created man and the Earth! it didnt appear by itself! The Tv didnt just pop out of thin air! it took time for the inventor to think about every little thing and create the TV. Everything has a creator. God is your creator. Nothing pops out on its own. We all create things everyday! we are made in God's image, and he is a creator! WE are all creators! we all create things. we create art, music, voice, speeches, and everything that inspires us. We create things based upon who we are, in truth, in everything we make...its based off our own image. When you write a song its based on your feelings and who you are.
In everything you see in nature, you see God. What is made by God is good. People are made by God, therefore there is no such thing as a bad person. People just make bad decisions. Always love people, for they are good. Love what is good, do not love evil.
"Psalm 24:1‑2
The earth is the LORD's and everything in it, the world, and all who live in it; for he founded it upon the seas and established it upon the waters.
Hebrews 11:3
By faith we understand that the universe was formed at God's command, so that what is seen was not made out of what was visible.
Isaiah 44:24
This is what the LORD says‑your Redeemer, who formed you in the womb: I am the LORD, who has made all things, who alone stretched out the heavens, who spread out the earth by myself."
If you made something, jsut anything....and you gave that something feelings...wouldnt you want it to love you. For example, if you made a pot in ceramics class, and you put all your heart and mind to it. And you spent hours trying to make it perfect. Then after you were done it said it hated you and then it jumpls off a building and shatters itself. You would be SAD! right? If you made something or created something, you would want it to love you! If you have a child, you would want him or her to love you right? We are God's creations! he wants us to love him!! He loves us sooo much. He's put all his effort to make us perfect! No matter how many times that pot jumps off that building i will always come back to glue it back together. No matter how many times he jumps off, i will always be there for it to fix it. No matter how many cracks and chips it has from being damaged, I will still believe its perfect. Why? Bcause i made it! I put all my effort into it! Im not gonns just throw it away! Its like an old drawing you made when you were a kid and you find it one day. You arent gonna just throw it away! God isnt gonna throw you away!
No matter now many mistakes you make, God will always love you. He doesnt care about those cracks and chips! He MADE YOU! An you are perfectly and wonderfully made. God loves you, and dont forget that.
God is the potter and we are the clay. He has moulded us and made us into a masterpiece! you are a masterpiece!
Just look around! Everything has a creator! Tv's have a creator, Computers have a creator, tables, pencils, cups, pots, houses, cities, and everything! All of it started and all of it was created by SOMEONE! things dont appear magically by itself and by chance! A tree cant just pop out of no where! Neither can a bird, cow, bear,or a man or any living thing! God commanded and created man and the Earth! it didnt appear by itself! The Tv didnt just pop out of thin air! it took time for the inventor to think about every little thing and create the TV. Everything has a creator. God is your creator. Nothing pops out on its own. We all create things everyday! we are made in God's image, and he is a creator! WE are all creators! we all create things. we create art, music, voice, speeches, and everything that inspires us. We create things based upon who we are, in truth, in everything we make...its based off our own image. When you write a song its based on your feelings and who you are.
In everything you see in nature, you see God. What is made by God is good. People are made by God, therefore there is no such thing as a bad person. People just make bad decisions. Always love people, for they are good. Love what is good, do not love evil.
"Psalm 24:1‑2
The earth is the LORD's and everything in it, the world, and all who live in it; for he founded it upon the seas and established it upon the waters.
Hebrews 11:3
By faith we understand that the universe was formed at God's command, so that what is seen was not made out of what was visible.
Isaiah 44:24
This is what the LORD says‑your Redeemer, who formed you in the womb: I am the LORD, who has made all things, who alone stretched out the heavens, who spread out the earth by myself."
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