I havent posted in a while. ITS ALREADY TUESDAY! This blog will cover saturday up until monday night. So on saturday, i went to this karaoke show at Homestead High. It was actually a lot more fun then i thought. Especially cuz i was with someone. It was lots of fun to watch and listen to everyone perform and even tough it got boring at the end i didnt want to leave! I wanted to find out who won! HAHA i got so into it. But im glad i went! After that i went to work! Then i bought a fish, which is kinda random but i bought the fish so it could clean up the the fish tank at my dads office. Its a special fish! it eats the poop of the other fish and keeps the tank clean! After that i went to Fry's with my dad. We walked around for about two hours, and all teh salespeolpe kept getting angry at my dad cuz he asks so many questions...hahaha my dad is funny. After taht we went to eat! We went to eat at dennys and he talked to me about life and stuff for another two hours. I got home pretty late and went to bed after going on aim.
SUNDAY: on Sunday...i woke up early to go to Jubilee Christian Center which is a church in San Jose. Its the biggest church in the Bay Area and i go there every sunday with my family. They had a great message. The message was on God's grace. Anyway, on the way back to the car...my bro told me that he didnt wanna preach at my dads church anymore for that day! I was so mad! He always jsut says right out of the blue, "I'm not preaching today!" Then he asks my mom to do it! I never understand why he does that! He has to ask me not my mom. My mom is already taking care of the adults. The youth is our responsibility and that responsibility belongs to us and no one else. Its wrong to jsut dump the responsibility on someone else out of the blue. He said he was gonna preach on Sunday, but he decided to change his mind. I told him i would preach cuz i didnt want my mom to do it and its cuz i felt like it was my duty to do it. I started preparing my sermon around 12PM and finished at 2:45PM and then went and got a haircut. The haircut took like ten minutes. After that...i went and preached for the youth. I preached the worse sermon know to mankind....I dont even wanna talk about it. It was so bad...I hope God forgives me. I did a terrible job. If theres one thing on this Earth that i want, it is to please God. And i dont think i pleased him....I did a bad job :(
I felt terrible...it was if a giant goliath appeared before me....I didnt know what to do.
Right after that, i went home rly early from church. I was having a really bad headache and stomach ache! And i couldnt stop shivering. I got home, and got onto AIM and someone comforted me with their words. I went to be after that but couldnt sleep cuz my body hurt too much. It was if my spirit and my body were physically conflicting with each other in response to the terrible sermon i preached...In the end i was okay. Before i knew it...it was MONDAY. Monday, i felt a lot better but i couldnt get outta bed. I felt so weak and i was in pain. I layed in my bed for about an hour longer and i was okay again. I did some hmwk and sang and watched TV. Nothing to exciting...but monday was still a good day.
OH YEA! on sunday, a rly close friend of mine had something terrible happen to her mother! Her mother was sent to the hospital for some reason. I was so worried for her and her mom! I was praying and praying right after she told me. When i was getting a haircut iw as praying for her mom too. Then when i opened my eyes, i loked in the mirror, and i had a terrible haricut! LOL it made me laugh and on the way home i kept praying.And after church, when i got home, my friend told me her mom was fine. AND i was happy! haha but i still felt down from the sermon i preached and my bad haircut didnt help...and neither did my stomach ache, head ache, or fever. BUt its not the end. I got my whole life in front of me. And i know God has already forgiven me...i just dont know if i can forgive myself. But despite all that, I may not have much but I got GOd and thats all i need!I will always have faith in my heavenly father! And i believe he will help me through ALL things no matter how hard it gets! I may only have a sling and a stone but i can still take down the giants and obstacles in my life! I may feel terrible and feel down but i aint out! Im just about ready to get back in the game. God is gonna help me no matter what, even if i did let him down. Im ready to take on anything!GOLIATH HERE I COME! :D
44 And the Philistine said to David, Come to me, and I will give thy flesh unto the fowls of the air, and to the beasts of the field.
45 Then said David to the Philistine, Thou comest to me with a sword, and with a spear, and with a shield: but I come to thee in the name of the LORD of hosts, the God of the armies of Israel, whom thou hast defied.....49 And David put his hand in his bag, and took thence a stone, and slang it, and smote the Philistine in his forehead, that the stone sunk into his forehead; and he fell upon his face to the earth.
50 So David prevailed over the Philistine with a sling and with a stone, and smote the Philistine, and slew him; but there was no sword in the hand of David.
-1 Samuel 17: 44-45 and 49-50
And Jesus answered them, “Have faith in God. Truly, I say to you, whoever says to this mountain, ‘Be taken up and thrown into the sea,’ and does not doubt in his heart, but believes that what he says will come to pass, it will be done for him. Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours. And whenever you stand praying, forgive, if you have anything against anyone, so that your Father also who is in heaven may forgive you your trespasses.”
—Mark 11:22-26
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